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Countdown (Y)

2012-01-06T08:02:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

(Apologies for the bad quality photos. Blame my phone :P)

This post is almost a week late :P

Anyway, I'm feeling super lazy to post, but will just update about this one.

Humy invited Nir & I to this event by Majlis Cinta Rasul (MCR) on the 31st Dec 2011 - 1st Jan 2012.

It consists of jemaah Maghrib, qasidah, tazkirah by two ustaz and a 2-hr talk by Ustaz Kazim!

My sister lovesss watching his videos of his talks on YouTube!

&She shared with me some of the videos too.

Alhamdulillah I get to hear live from him, heheh :D

I'm thankful to Him for allowing me to go to this event.

And, choosing Him over her.

Alhamdulillah! (:

I'm thankful for going to this event, because this is the first time in many years that I actually spent the last few hours of the year doing smth productive/beneficial.

If not, I'll be at home watching Countdown 20__.

Uhuh, true what Ustaz Shafi said.

If there's a similar event every new year, insyaAllah I'll make myself free to go!

The experience was beyond awesome (Y)

Aurat.

2011-12-27T22:07:00.004+08:00

"Perempuan-perempuan yang keji untuk laki-laki yang keji, dan laki-laki yang keji untuk perempuan-perempuan yang keji (pula), sedangkan perempuan-perempuan yang baik untuk laki-laki yang baik, dan laki-laki yang baik untuk perempuan-perempuan yang baik (pula). Mereka itu bersih dari apa yang dituduhkan orang. Mereka memperoleh ampunan dan rezeki yang mulia (surga)." (24: 26)

I believe in that, insyaAllah.

However much I tried, I still haven't reached that moment when I just want Allah to see me as beautiful and I don't care about what others see me as.
Yes, I still have that feeling to look good for myself as well as others.

"Dan katakanlah kepada para perempuan yang beriman, agar mereka menjaga pandangannya, dan menjaga memelihara kemaluannya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya (auratnya), kecuali yang (biasa) terlihat. Dan hendaklah mereka menutupkan kain kerudung ke dadanya, dan janganlah menampakkan perhiasannya (auratnya)." (24:31)

Many thanks to Nur Qaisurah Bte Wahab for recommending me to buy the Mushaf Al-Qur'an terjemah! ♥♥♥
&Of course, all praises to The Almighty Allah swt for I couldn't find it in Toko Warisan although I searched high and low, left and right, front and back,
yet He made me walk to Toko Wijaya and I finally found it, alhamdulillah! :)
Although I can easily find it anywhere on the Net, but it's different when you have it in your home and you can read it whenever, wherever (Y)

And again, thanks to Him for making me watch the Islamic version of "Cinta Muka Buku" because THAT video served as a reminder to me.
For everything that happened for the past few days.
Let that be between you and me (;

Alhamdulillah!
I feel blessed! I feel protected! I feel secured!

Perhaps a challenge may come soon, in my life.
Wallahualam.

Wassalam!

Ombak Rindu!!!

2011-12-25T01:11:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum! (:

Went out with second Sis & cousins on the 23rd of December 2011!~
We went to Malaysiaaa! :D
Hahah, my first time to go overseas with family members without parents :P
We went to City Square to watch Ombak Rindu! (:

I reallllllly love the movie!
I seriously love the unique storyline!
I feel like reading the novel~
Although there are some disturbing scenes, but the movie was great nevertheless! (:
So, I really realllly recommend you to watch it!~
After the movie, prayed and went to Swensens/Season's for lunch!
Took a lot of photos there! Heheh.
Both via phone and via my Polaroid!~
Oooh yes! I finally received my ordered Polaroid on the 21st! :D
Was sooo excited :P
Oh, and we spent like half an hour or more just taking photos while waiting for our food :P
The photos are above! (:
After which, I bought pretzels from Auntie Anne's & macarons! ♥♥♥
To sum it up, I reall love the outing! ♥♥♥

My collection of polaroid photos, one of which was from Mahirah! (:

Oooh, here are the photos of my polaroid! :D

The photo above is the package (excl polaroid camera) that consists of the Hamburger Case, 20 films, one polaroid album, pens, clips to hang polaroid photos and a waterproof bag which till today idk what is it used for :P

Oh yes! Since now I've used a lottttt of my savings for prom and polaroid camera, I'm working hard to cover back those money! :D
Lucky thing I'm working on Christmas Eve & Christmas Day, get extra pay!
Hopefully I'm working on New Year's day! :D

Till today, I rmbr what Qaisurah aka my twinny told me before..
"Kalau tk dpt pun, tkmo sedih2 kay. Mungkin ada hikmahnya. Like, dpt kerja yg lebih baik."
She was referring to the roleplay I had to do before I can officially start working at McD call centre.
But I can't force myself not to apply her advice to my unsuccessful application for Teaching Internship Programme.
But I've applied for MOE Relief Teaching & tutor~
Hopefully I get either one, insyaAllah (:
But for now, I shall just work at McD call centre! :D

Till then, see you~
Wassalam!

Sakaratul maut.

2011-12-20T23:08:00.007+08:00

Sakaratul maut
- kedahsyatan, tekanan, dan himpitan kekuatan kematian yang mengalahkan manusia dan menguasai akal sihatnya.

Pernah terfikir tak kenapa bila seseorang tu dah nazak, beliau tidak akan dapat bersuara?
Mcm.. voicebox dah kena tarik oleh Allah.

Pernah terfikir tak apa jadi kalau... Allah tak tarik voicebox seseorang yang sedang nazak?
Just imagine.. Kitaorg kt dalam class tgh blaja.. or anywhere pun.
Abey dgr ada org menjerit sbb kesakitan nak meninggal itu sungguh dahsyat sekali.
And.. bukan seorang je yg meninggal at any one time.. Ramai!
Kanan. Kiri. Depan. Blakang. Jeritan menerpa gegendang telinga.
And we can't move on with life.
We'll wonder... When will our turn be? What's gonna happen to us? How will I die?

Allah Maha Mengetahui. Allah Maha Penyayang.

And you may wonder...
Just imagine.. Kalau satu kuku dicabut by force without any injection to make it numb.
Sedangkan kdg2 paper cut je dah sakit.
Oh what happens when our soul, our roh, that has been with us for 18, 20, 40, 60 or even 70 yrs has to be parted from the body, the jasad?
How painful can that be?
Wallahualam. Only Allah knows.

People say, "He/She died in peace."
How peace is peace?
Para Nabi pun mengalami kesakitan apabila nyawa mereka dicabut, apatah lagi manusia biasa mcm kitaorg ni yang melakukan silap entah antara sedar ataupun tidak kan?

"Dan sekiranya kamu melihat ketika para malaikat mencabut nyawa orang-orang yang kafir sambil memukul wajah dan punggung mereka (dan berkata), "Rasakanlah olehmu siksa neraka yang membakar." (8:50)

No, I've never thought abt all these.
Not until I went to class for my very last lesson this year.
I've never regret going.
But I've always regretted those days that I missed.

Anyway, this post is more of a reflective one.
(:

Photo.!

2011-12-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

Here! :)

Wait up for the next post yeh!

Dian's bday celeb. / Dad's bday celeb. / ROLEPLAY!

2011-12-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

I feel sooo lazy to update.

But I find a need to...for my own memories' sake.

Had an outing with BFFs last Saturday!

Went to Cathay Cineleisure to catch New Year's Eve! (:

It's a great movie, I must say.

Laughter, sadness... and everything else.

Walked ard a bit & gave Dian the brownies Rosh & I made for her :D

Although it was a pretty short outing, but honestly I had fun (:

It's the quality, not quantity, that matters anyway~

Celebrated Ayah's advance birthday on the 11th with family & Kaklong's fiance.

Went to eat at Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant (:

On his birthday which falls on the 12th, I managed to persuade him to go Singapore Botanical Gardens! :D

Heheh.

So, it was us excluding first Sis who worked on that day + Nenek! :D

Didnt cover most of the areas coz my mum & grandmother was waiting for us at the reception area coz they couldn't walk so much due to their legs :S

Nevertheless, I took some pictures!

The environment and the memories are the ones that I treasure more. Heh.

I just sooo love the fresh air and the trees and the flowers and everything else!

I prefer to reach there probably by 10 though.

But we reached there ard 11+ that day.

Persuaded my dad again to go to HortPark but it started to drizzle when we're in the car towards HP so in the end we went for lunch :P

At night, had another mini celebration with the cake that my second Sis ordered few days before!

I might be uploading the pictures in the next post.. or probably not.

Heh.

&I passed my roleplay on the 13th! :D

Alhamdulillah!! (:

It might be luck.

But I prefer to believe it's fate that Allah made me have roleplay on that day with the fake customer being a very nice one!~

Hee, so now I've started working, officially (:

Alrighty, gotta go now.

Buaizzz~

PROM!! :D / Quartet! / Things to read or do!

2011-12-06T18:15:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Let the pictures below do the talking! (:

Anyway, prom was funnn! It's the people that made it fun, I believe! (:
Few things I won't forget!
* The epic moment when the train was super packed and Nir got inside the train but I was left behind >.< hahaha!~
* Camwhoring moments after the prom at Clarke Quay with KKS (minus Zul & Farhan)! :D
* &I got myself a polaroid photo! Heheh. Thanks to Hyrah! (:

I wanna buy a polaroid camera sooooon, insyaAllah (:
Asked permission from my mum already!
Left with Ayah! :D
InsyaAllah k :P

This is the book I've been reading for the past.. week(s)? Heheh.
I would definitely recommend this book to all malay readers!
Especially, Muslim readers (:
No, not only that!
Read alllllll of her novels and short story!
I'm a huge fan of her while I'm reading Kemilau Mutiara Raudhah (:

This novel? It's about this lady who met 4 guys in her life.
She transformed herself to be a better Muslimah over the years.
The feeling is just not there if you dont read the book!
So...? Go read lah! :P

Gist of the novel: Have patience & faith towards Allah (:

Okay, so here's the list of books I wanna reaaaaaaaad!

- Quartet (Done!)
- Ikhlas AK!
- The Hunger Games
- Jaja & Din

&the list goes on...

I just hope I have time, heh.
I didn't include the list of dramas/movies I wanna watch right? Hahaha.

Oh, and tmr is my first day of training!
I'm nervous, really!
I'm feeling more nervous than excited.. Hmmm.
Because there will be a roleplay...
&I can only start working once I pass the roleplay.
&there are some other concerns that I have to request the Chief Leader or whoever there is.
&I'm a newbie! It'll be.. very demanding right if I already start requesting the time yada yada.

Ah okie.
Gotta go now.

Ma'assalamah!

Videos & Doa Seribu Dinar

2011-11-27T18:35:00.005+08:00

- As a reminder to all of us. Even "Bismillah" is enough to stop syaitan from entering.
&there are other videos portraying similar message: Satan entering bathroom, etc.

Wallahualam.

*****

“Juallah dunia engkau dengan Akhirat engkau, nanti engkau akan memperolehi keuntungan bagi keduanya serentak; dan janganlah engkau menjual Akhirat engkau dengan dunia engkau, nanti dia merugikan engkau bagi keduanya serentak.”

The clearest one I could grab from Google.

"Ayat ini mengandungi seribu faedah jikalau di amalkan tiap-tiap kali lepas sembahyang sebanyak tiga kali, insya’Allah akan beroleh seribu faedah, barang siapa yang beramal ayat ini Allah taala akan mengadakan baginya jalan keluar dari segala kesulitan, Allah ta’ala akan memberi rezeki yang banyak dengan tidak di sangka-sangka dan Allah Ta’ala menyampaikan segala hajatnya, dengan beramal bersungguh-sungguh dan yakin kepada Allah, terlindung segala daripada bala di darat dan di laut.

Jikalau dibaca ayat ini kepada orang yang sedang sakit sebanyak 3 kali dan dihembuskan kepada si pesakit itu dan di jampi pada air sebanyak 3 kali diberi minum, insya’Allah si pesakit akan sembuh.

Jikalau mendapat sebarang kesusahan yang amat berat, kesusahan kerana kezaliman orang-orang tamak, oleh peperangan yang ditimbulkan oleh musuh-musuh Negara, beramallah selalu dengan ayat ini selepas daripada sembahyang lima waktu, mudah-mudahan segala kesusahan mendapat perlindungan dari Allah Ta’ala.

Jikalau masuk berperang menentang musuh, tiada binasa oleh terbakar, jika di pukul dengan besi tiada lut dan tiada binasa dari sebarang benda yang bahaya, hendaklah beramal ayat ini dan bertawakkal kepada Allah, baca ayat ini sesudah sembahyang lima waktu, baca ketika hendak tidur tiga kali, baca ayat ini ketika hendak keluar rumah sekurang-kurangnya tiga kali."

Credit: Hikmat Ayat Seribu Dinar

Kalau susah atau menghadapi cabaran untuk menghafal ayat tu, boleh je baca 3 Qul dengan yakin untuk sembuhkan penyakit, insyaAllah (:

Amin.

Assalamualaikum (:

Accident? Mishap? There are always things to say Alhamdulillah about (:

2011-11-26T23:59:00.011+08:00

Assalamualaikum! (:

I'll let the pictures do the talking first, I do the rest :D

Left is our family car. Right is the car that hit us.

I love the right one! &it's candid~

Credits to 2nd Sis' phone (except the last photo, heh)!

Okay, now is my time to "talk".
I've never been good at summary, so I dont think you can call this a summarised version of what happened today. Heh.
My family met with an accident earlier today.
Alhamdulillah we're all fine (:
No one's injured, except our car (as you can see from the photo above!
Kay, let me tell you what I understand from what my dad & second sis told me.
It happened at a blindspot area, which means the car at the back is supposed to let the car in front go off first before checking if there's any vehicle coming.
Get it?

Let's just say the "blindspot" area is like an emerging lane? Uhuh.

(Bbl mcm dah blaja utk amek lesen kreta je? :P)
Uhuh, but in this case, I think the back car didnt check if our car has gone off before moving forward.
Which I think is the reason as to why the accident happened.
Only Allah knows who's at fault at that period of time yea (:

&then Ayah told us abt his dream.
He actually dreamt that there was smth wrong with our car!
And indeed, it happened.
&before or after his dream, he kept on jokingly said that I was the one who didnt wanna go Msia.
When in fact I'm in need of a holiday, badly!
But, he didnt tell us abt his dream... till after the accident ~.~
&when he "accused" me many times, I somehow have a bad feeling that smth's gonna happen..
Coz when one keeps on saying smth, it's doa. And how negative it may be, it may come true.
Yes indeed..

Moving on, we still continue our journey to Woodlands checkpoint to enter Malaysia!~
Although there's a disturbing noise caused by the tyre and idk-what-it's-called.
My stomach grumbled a few times while on the way to City Square~
NANDO'S IS THE BOMBZ!~
:D
It's kinda ex though but it's niceeeeeeeeeee ^^
Then bought Auntie Anne's Cinnamon Sugar!
I was guilty coz I used to eat the pretzel when I wasn't that cautious of the Halal food.
&so, that is why we make full use of the time there to buy whatever Halal food we can find :P
OH! &my mum bought Chicken Floss buns tooooooooo~
Ahhh~ *salivates*
The only two shops I found that sell Halal Chicken Floss bun is at Swee Heng at Geylang and another bakery shop inside Sheng Siong Bedok inter :D
Apa lagik? Shopping sakan lahhh :D
(I think now I talk more like minah malaysia after I watched the malaysian drama on tv ~.~)

Moving on... Can I... complain? :P
Mussolah in City Square is air-conditioned. Trust me, that's nice.
But I had to go down 2 levels just to find the toilet?!
There's a place to angkat wuduk inside the mussolah itself tapi... yknowhat I mean?
Heh.
And idk what's wrong with me or the ppl there!
Everytime I walk, there will always be ppl blocking my way.
(Sorry, that's a fallacy. ALMOST everytime...)
Even my sis complained to me!
So phm2 lah sape yg buat pe'el :P

Oh yes! Cathay Cineplex was closed today because it's a new year dalam kalendar Islam!
(See photo above!)
Dah 1433H (:
First time eh I celebrated new year in another country :D
Well.. gist of this post?
There are always things to say Alhamdulillah about (:
Although we met with an accident, we're not physically injured!
&we still get to taste Nando's chicken! :D
&managed to perform our prayers (:

All praises to Him (:

YAYYY FREEDOM WHOOTZ~

2011-11-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :D

Perhaps the lyrics in the music video/song doesn't match with the type of freedom I'm feeling right now - Free from examinations/academic studies.
Wootz~ :D

Alhamdulillah the As is over! ^^v
Like Qaisurah told me ytd, "No time for regrets." because I slacked, read a book and went for job interview when I'm not even done with As -.-
Hahaha.
(O'oh, aku dah ketepikan Nir coz I started reading Saidatul Saffaa's Quartet padahal I planned to read Ikhlas A.K right after habis exam. boooooo smpi skrg blom beli pun buku :X)

Ahhh, about the A levels?
I shall not say much, I'm just glad it's over.
Whether I do well or not. Well, that's another story.
This period just reminds me of the period I went through with BFFs two yrs back.
Petal mac. Night study. Laughters. Irritated. Hahahah.
Old memories.

Wait, I was talking about freedom, yea?
Since I've earned my liberty, (earned kebabai! blaja ntah betol2 ntah tidak~)
I watched Tudung Tweet & Alamak! Toyol earlier :P
Hehehe.
OHMY that reminds me, I missed my Chinese drama on Ch8! Aigoooooooooo~
Ahhh, have to wait till next monday. Boooooo~
Oh ah yes, Shabirah recommended me a lotttttttt of Korean dramas which I'll take forever to watch. Hahaha.
Shall finish with the movies first, and then probably take a break from the movies by continue reading Quartet. And then watch Korean dramas.
How? ^^v *excited*

Shall Isyak and then movie/drama marathon continues :D

All the best to the candidates who'll be sitting for their last paper!

Few more days... One last paper...

AND YOU WILL BE FREE TO WATCH MOVIES/DRAMAS ALL DAY LONG KAY! :D

Where will I be next year?

2011-11-03T06:37:00.000+08:00

I can see myself in ___________ next year...

La tahzan, innallaha ma'ana.

2011-10-26T11:30:00.006+08:00

A really short video yet inspiring!
Take a break from all the studying and spend 11 minutes just to watch this kay?

This is specially for you, for you - you know who you are ♥ :)

Hiatus!

2011-10-15T07:57:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum! Hello! Annyeong haseyo! (:

All these while I've been tempted to bloghop and read others' post like I always (!) do.
But when I think of the time I'll spend, I just ignored my blog although it's my browser's homepage -.-
So, today, I fulfilled my hunger to read others' post :D
(Prangai stalker! Oh well..)

Anyway, this will be the last post before I go off to fight the battle with the As!
(Haha, I know I haven't been updating much)

So, now, officially, I shall say I want to go on hiatus.
No, I mean, I need to!
Hah, now I can wash my hands off my blog like I did for Mukabuku since August? September?
Ahhh, I don't rmbr when I deactivated Facebook.
Nor did I remember when I deleted my Twitter. ~~(and then create a new one :P)~~

I shall take this opportunity to wish All the Best to all N levels, O levels & A Levels candidates! (; (PSLE is over, no? N level? Sorry, I don't know abt all these :X)
We all can do it, aye! (:

Positive thinking works wonders!*

So, that's all for today!
Till 25 November 2011.
Wootz~

Thankyou for reading and bubbye! (:

*YOU have to do something to make your positive thoughts come true.

I love Maths!

2011-09-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

As you can see from the photo above! :D
That says everything right?
Alhamdulillah for my Maths results (:
But I'm pretty sure Maths is the only subject I'll be able to ace for Prelim 2 because I genuinely love this subject!
Ever since.. primary school! :D

So... starting from now I'll try to love all my other subjects, sincerely!
Less than 2 months for me to fall head over heels in love with them,
and then after that, nauzubillah I have to face them again.
(Unless I wanna major that subject..)

Anyway, I'm so stressed and sad and disappointed with myself!
I think I misplaced my Geog Urban lecture notes 5, 6 & 7!
Sigh..
Please pray for me that I'll find them soon, pretty pretty please (:
If not... I'll be wasting my parents' money to photocopy allllll of the missing notes which will cost a lot!
My fault actually, for being irresponsible of my notes :/

Anyway, thankyou! (:

To you.

2011-09-26T16:59:00.003+08:00

Dalam sepotong hadis yang dikeluarkan oleh Imam At-Tirmizi, diceritakan daripada seorang sahabat Nabi saw yang bernama Abu Ayyub Al-Ansari bahawasanya Nabi saw bersabda,

لا يحل لمسلم أن يهجر أخاه فوق ثلاث , يلتقيان فصد هذا ويصد هذا ,
وخيرهما الذى يبداء بالسلام

Maksudnya : Tidak halal bagi seorang Islam itu tidak menegur sapa saudaranya lebih daripada tiga hari, berjumpa keduanya maka berpaling seorang ke tempat lain dan seorang lagi ketempat lain. Yang lebih baik daripada dua orang ini ialah siapa yang memulakan salam.

Wallahualam.

You won the battle but you lost the war.

2011-09-24T21:21:00.004+08:00

"You won the battle but you lost the war."

God forbid, I don't want that to happen to me, or anybody at all, especially not my friends.

Outinggg! :D

2011-09-24T07:15:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

Let's update abt my recent Hari Raya outings! :D

22/09/2011;
Raya outing with BFFs cum Rosh's (belated) birthday celebration cum movie outing! :D
Dian & I planned to bake cookies on this day, but there was a prob with the recipe.
Initial recipe was add chocolate chips into the dough.
But I found out (when we were supposed to add the choc chips) there wasn't any chocolate chips left -.-
So my mum voluntarily wanted to search for choc chips from S&S under my house,
but there isn't any so we settled with chocolate rice with M&M as the "letter frosting".
Luckily it turns out nice :D

Dian has all the photos coz I was just lazy to snap a lot of pics from my phone :P

Back to Raya outing, first was Dian's house followed by mine when we gave the cookies to her.
At my house, they conquered my netbook & recorded videos of them "rapping"! :P
Not forgetting a whole lot of pictures too. Hahahah! xD
Finally, Rosh's house!
Ahhh, Shuaib is absolutely adorable, ever since he was... 2? :D
&I think I made him sad coz I said I won't come back to help him cut his papers & his facial expression totally changed :/

Maghrib at Rosh's house & we rushed to Bugis to go Iluma to catch Johnny English Reborn! :D
It wasn't planned actually, just came out of my mouth when they were at my house.

This movie is hilarious!! It is awesomeee! :D

"I'm the President."
"HA-HA. You wish."

There are a lot of scenes which can be considered lame, yet funny!
I totally enjoyed this day very much!
Laughed like nobody's business! :D

23/09/2011;
Raya outing with some Malay girls from my class + Zulkifli Omar! :D
Reached Ain's house ard 11am.
Her mum's fried noodle was super yummeh! Double thumbs up!
Next was Humy's!
Tried most of the kuehs at her house :P
There are exceptionally a lot lof kuehs compared to my house, heheh.
Played with her sisters & Zohor there while waiting for Zul to come back from Friday prayers.
At ard 2.30pm, we head to Zul's.
His niece had our attention most of the time!
She is sooo cute!
I think my eyes was scary coz she kept looking at my eyes & walking backwards :P
Finally, it's my house!
My mum served Mee Siam Goreng :D
Shabirah, Ain & Zul took pictures like nobody's biz! :P
After Maghrib, all of them left.
I had lotsa fun with them! :D

Planned outings on Sunday & Monday!
Hopefully both days are not cancelled!
Anyway, now, have to start & finish homeworks before a visit to Mak Long's house later at night!

Ciaoz~

Ada & Evan

2011-09-20T17:58:00.002+08:00

Yayyy! Dah baca dah buku yg kat atas tu.
Tapi actually, skipped and skipped to Pingu Toha's Ada & Evan :P
Heheh, he's one of my favourite authors!

"Hidup ni tak boleh pakai hukum 'and they live happily ever after'. Hidup ni tak selalunya indah tapi inilah kehidupan." - Ada & Evan

I've came across several novels yg revolves ard that same sentence.. But in the end, it's still happy ending, isn't it?
I'm waiting for one novel that gives me a sad ending.
Hmm, although a reader may want to have a twist in the story with a sad ending for a change, there'll still be this small thought at the back of their mind for the ending to be a happy one. Eh?

Anyway, overall I love this short story!
How the author somehow included himself in the story (I think).
&the ending...?
It's pretty obvious lah kan? But still, somehow "I just want the happy, without the ending part" applies for the ending of the story! :D
You'll get what I mean if you read the book (:
And actually, the ending is up to the reader :P

Anyway, tomorrow is my last paper! (For Prelim 2, anyway)
I've not studied! Instead, I spent the last 2.5 hrs to complete the book! xP
I feel that I've been slacking a lot lately,
because I've watched a whole Kdrama of 18 episodes just within a span of a week.
(Did I mention this is during exam period?)
I couldn't even concentrate to study and I just spent another 2.5hrs reading a book when I'm supposed to read my notes?!?!

Like before O levels, I have a list of dramas and books to read after A levels! :D
[Bbl mcm confident je boleh masuk local U and tkyh retain -.-]
Gahhh, DUIT right?
InsyaAllah boleh! (:

For Prelim 2, judging from the effort I put in for all my subjects, I have confidence to pass for Maths, only.
Hahah, probably because I love Maths, genuinely.

Ok bye!

Ignorance is bliss.

2011-09-17T23:36:00.002+08:00

"Ignorance is bliss."

Spy Meungwol! (Y)

2011-09-17T00:57:00.003+08:00

As you can see, it was shown on KBS, and I got to know this drama when I was randomly switching channels and came across the first episode of this drama. Preview for the next episode made me hooked to this drama, seriously. Till I wrote on my mobile as a reminder to watch it after As. But, Shabirah watched it already and it just tempted me to do likewise. Heheh.

Spy Meungwol is seriously, by far, the best drama I've ever watched.
If you wanna know why, then you shld watch it!
One particular scene seriously has a really deep impact on me, it's like I can feel it.
Be in the actor's position and what will happen if it was me?

I love how the characters in the drama are linked, one way or another.
How one event gives a clue to something else.
It's just.. whoever who came up with this storyline is really superbly awesome!
But I dislike that particular scene very much because it just makes my heart ache!
Ahhhhh, like Shabirah said, "Mcm lebih teruk dari putus cinta."
I swear my heart was aching badly at this one particular scene.
Ahhhh okok. Enough!

Back to reality~
[But I doubt I'll be able to forget that scene till a few wks later, or worse, years.]

Pessimistic. Defensive.

2011-09-16T14:17:00.002+08:00

Shikin said I'm pessimistic. And she once said I have low self-esteem. & that I am defensive (of some things).
She's right!

Anyway, I wanna khatam Spy Meoungwol by tonight!
Please please please? :D

Another 7 episodes await (:

Alhamdulillah :)

2011-09-14T13:59:00.002+08:00

Contemplating between walking under the drizzling rain or under shelter certainly benefitted me today! :)

So I chose to alight at Bedok Int instead of my usual bustop, since I need to top up my card anyway.
I walked away from the top-up station and one of the staff said, "Can you help me?"
I didn't know who she was talking to so I just turned and clearly she was talking to me.
Turns out she wanted me to help one blind malay man direct the way to bus svc 40.
So I approached the man and asked, "Pakcik, pakcik nak gi tmpt bus 40 eh?"
And then he looked shocked and asked me how I know, what's my name, where I'm schooling, whether I'm going back to Woodlands.

The unique thing abt him was that he made me laugh just a few seconds after I met him.
Another unique thing abt him was he asked my mother's name instead of my dad..
I mean, our names are linked to our dad, yet he didnt ask. Yknowhat I mean? (You know Wak Amin?)
Turns out he lives at Woodlands and always come to Bedok Int to go Siglap.
I, on the other hand, lives at Bedok but am schooling at Woodlands. Hahaha.

He's a nice old man :)
But, I totally forgot to ask him his name.
I thanked Allah for giving me the opportunity to meet this man :D
Tangan yang memberi lebih mulia daripada tangan yang menerima :)
[But of course I wasnt holding his hand, but his walking stick.]
And I'm happy! :D

Somebody (I forgot who) asked me, "Apa 'pahala' in English eh?"
Do you know? (:

10 Things I Hate Abt Me.

2011-09-10T01:04:00.006+08:00

I spent less than 2 hrs reading this book.
And THAT is a record-breaker, hahaha.
I've never, never ever read an average-thick book (not so thick actually) in less than a day.
It's better that way, because if not, I'll feel guilty of not doing work.
But, like Qaisurah said, I need to rest/relax too :D
Anyway, the book was so-so. Probably because I couldnt really adapt myself to the context and some parts are predictable while others are just shocking or hard to believe.

I think I really dislike school days.
But I like holidays, even if the holidays are packed with mugging, mugging and mugging.

I really dislike people who dont reply my txts.
Exceptions to those who didnt receive it, of course.
Well, if some ppl forgot to reply, the least they could do is... apologise?
I think that's the most basic courtesy.

People say we have to try to like someone whom we hate/dislike or like something which we dont like.

So that we'll be a happier person!
So... yeah, I will, with God's willing.

Anyway, I like studying now, somehow.
Especially Maths and a bit of Geog.
Mr Zee or Ms Nafisah mentioned during lecture before that even if you hate that particular subject, do the best you can because it's your grades and do it for the sake of your grades in order for you to enter university!

InsyaAllah I'll keep that in mind and take that as a motivation to striver harder (:

I had fun today!
As in, 9 Sept 2011.
Went to sch in the morning as usual, did work (and spent abt 2 hrs reading the book I mentioned) and went to Woodlands library with Shikin! ♥

Break fast at Manhattan Fish Market! Yummehhh! :D
Ate the Dory Fish 'n Chips~
Maghrib and continue to study at Wdlds lib.
Afterwards, we bought headphones for ourselves! Yippee~
Overall, I had lotsa funnn! :D

Goodnight lovelies! (:

Jodoh.

2011-09-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

At eighteen, my makcik asked my mum, "Bila pulak dia punya turn?" referring to me.
I wonder what my makciks gonna say if I'm not married at 30.

*****

Sewaktu di akhirat, wanita akan menarik bersama-sama 4 golongan lelaki ke dalam neraka. Na'uzubillah, artikel ini bukan untuk memperkecilkan wanita tetapi sebagai peringatan supaya kaum lelaki memainkan peranannya dengan hak dan saksama serta berwaspada akan tanggungjawab yang harus dilakukan terhadap wanita.

Golongan Pertama - Ayahnya
Apabila seseorang yang bergelar ayah tidak memperdulikan anak-anak perempuannya semasa didunia, iaitu tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat, mengaji dan sebagainya. Dia membiarkan anaknya perempuannya tidak menutup aurat, tetapi memberi kemewahan dunia sahaja. Maka dia akan ditarik oleh anak perempuannya ke dalam neraka.

Golongan Kedua - Suaminya
Apabila suami tidak memperdulikan tindak tanduk isterinya seperti bergaul bebas di pejabat dan memperhiaskan diri bukan untuk suami tapi untuk pandangan kaum lelaki yang bukan mahram. Apabila suami berdiam diri walaupun dia seorang alim, maka akan ditarik oleh isterinya ke dalam neraka.

Golongan Ketiga - Abangnya
Apabila ayah sudah tiada, tanggungjawab menjaga maruah wanita, iaitu ibu dan adik perempuannya jatuh kepada abangnya. Jikalau mereka hanya mementing keluarganya dan adik perempuannya dibiar melencong daripada ajaran agama Islam, tunggulah tarikan adiknya ke dalam neraka di akhirat kelak.

Golongan Keempat - Anak Lelaki
Apabila seorang anak tidak menasihati seorang ibu perihal kelakuan yang haram menurut Islam, apbila ibu membuat kemungkaran, mengumpat, mengata dan sebagainya, maka anak itu akan disoal dan dipertanggungjwabkan di akhirat kelak dan nantikan tarikan ibunya untuk bersama-sama ke dalam neraka.

Kaum wanita, kasihlah ayah anda, suami anda, abang dan anak lelaki anda. Kasihankanlah mereka dan diri kamu sendiri, jalankan perintah Allah s.w.t. dengan bersungguh-sungguh dan ikhlas :)

Source: 4 Golongan Lelaki yang Ditarik Wanita

Wallahualam.

Outing with BFFs! ♥ , qiyamullail! ♥

2011-09-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :D

I feel like I have a lottt to blog about, but... yeah I think this is gonna be a long post, but then again... I might cut short.
Hahaha okay, anyway!

Went out with BFFs on the 27th! ♥♥♥
Reserved a place at Kampong Chai Chee Restaurant.
Dian's mum fetched us from Eunos int area and sent us there (:
I didn't know there was reservation charges until Rosh told me.
Like whaaat?!
Okay lah, I'm used to reserving a place which are FOC.
But still! Hah okay nvm.

Rosh can still tell us she didnt know this restaurant exist until that day when it is just a 5-7min walking distance from her home -.- Hahaha!
Went to Rosh's house to perform prayers,
after which we went to the Geylang bazaaaaaaaaaar!~ :D
Walked ard and I bought dendeng/dengdeng (?) for my family!
After separated from Rosh, Dian and I went off towards the bustop direction,
and I bought 2 dresses :D (Hahaha, sempat! I know xP)
&finally Dian managed to buy a brooch for her dress! (:
Hee, I miss them both already!
20+ more days before I get to meet yguys again, insyaAllah (:

On the night of the 28th, went for qiyamullail with Nir, Humy & my 2nd sis at An-Nahdhah (:
The experience was... priceless!
I think it was because Ustaz TM Fouzy was super good bila menghayati and yknow.
Okay, actually idk how to explain, but it was just great. Awesome. Beyond that actually.
That night made me reflect deeper into my heart, abt myself. My past.
&I hope it wasnt just MFTM - motivated for the moment - whereby I planned to become a better person just after I went for a motivational talk or somewhere along that line, and then after a few days the feeling just died down.

So yeah, it was great and I liked it very much (:
Alhamdulillah Nir tergerak nak ajak me again when Humy asked me if I wanna go for the previous night but I declined.
Alhamdulillah Allah bukak my hati luas2 to go there.
Alhamdulillah when I asked my mum if I can go, my 2nd sis also wanna go.
Alhamdulillah for the wonderful experience (:

And having said that... I didn't follow my revision plan that I did with Humy, at all.
HAHA -.-
29th August passes by in a flash probably because I spent most of the day catching up on my sleep >.<
&I felt guilty!
So... what's the next day all abt?

Hari Raya Aidilfitri! ♥
The month of Ramadhan has passed and now Syawal has arrived to meet us once again (:
Alhamdulillah Al-Ansar became my home after Maghrib for most of the days.
Like what Sawbeerawh told me earlier in sch, mungkin Allah taknak izinkan kita tunaikan terawih penuh satu bulan sebab kalau kita dah dpt full one mth, mungkin Ramadhan yang akan datang kita akan jadi malas dan tk buat langsung.
(;

And today is...?
Teachers' Day! (:
Happy Teacher's Day to anyone who have passed on their knowledge to others! (:

And not only that, it's the day I laughed a lot :D
From the moment my school ends, till I was in Kak Maj's house.
Seriously, I had fun laughing at Zul's accidental joke to giving him the -.- look when what he said was supposed to be the joke but we all didnt get it.
To laughing at what Farhan said: "Okie, aku amek korang dua." when Zul said, "Amekkan saya dan Rafidah" while passing his camera to Farhan -.-
To laughing at Kak Maj's stressed face when either one of us accused her of halau-ing us out of her house.
To laughing when I Hi5-ed with Diana abt us not eating kurma.
Hahahah xD

Alhamdulillah for today! (:

Kak Maj, I will definitely miss you (':
Takecare of yourself please & dont forget us k.
(:

2011-08-27T10:25:00.003+08:00

Koran by Heart from MuslimCommunityTV on Vimeo.

Spent the last 1hr plus watching this video!
Gist of the story: Memorise and understand the Qur'an :)

InsyaAllah I will :)

2011-08-27T07:21:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

There was a saying: "Time flies when you're having fun."
But, currently, that saying doesn't quite suit my situation.
It's more of "Time flies when you procrastinate."
That just falls back to your - my - failure in managing time well.

Anyway, after last week's one-day class at Masjid Sultan's Auditorium,
Qaisurah & I decided to acknowledge our fellow Muslims by greeting "Assalamualaikum" :)
But for a start, we did it with our classmates! :D
Why, you may ask?
Because it's sunnah Rasulullah :)
And whatever that Rasulullah did everyday every second is good to follow (;

Stayed back in school on last Monday to consult Mr Yip with most of the malay girls in my class!
Laughed a lot till my stomach hurts.
Hahaha, been a looong time since I laughed that hard xD
Love you girls! ♥

Ytd was GP Prelim 2 papers.
I definitely screwed my Paper 1.
For Paper 2... I shall not say anth.

Anyway, iftar with Sofea ytd :)
She wanted to buka and terawih with me so after the last cancelled outing, we went out ytd!
Went to Bedok Point's The Chicken Rice Shop, the food was so-so and the service was slow :/
Probably because many other Muslims ordered ard the same time.
Head to Al-Ansar mosque to perform our prayers.
May she benefit from ytd :)

Finally(!),
I can't wait to meet my clumsy best friends later todayyy! ♥♥♥ :D
InsyaAllah going for terawih at Darul Aman mosque :)

Till then, I shall look out of the window and stare at the rain.

:)

"Fid"?!

2011-08-21T18:56:00.003+08:00

*super shocked face*

Ayah called me "Fid" twice today.
Just because he saw my nickname on the keychain Maj gave me xD

"Fid boleh buat kan?", asking me if I can do this certain thing, while grinning.
In another situation, "Fid boleh!" when we were talking abt work.
Hahaha, super cute ♥♥♥ :D

It's funny when, all along my family have been calling me "Fidah" or by my full name.
Never ever "Fid". Hahahah (:

Okie, selamat berbuka/happy break fasting! (:

Rasulullah :)

2011-08-21T17:44:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Went for Andalus class from 9 to 4+pm to cover 6 wks' module of Sirah Nabawiyah.
At the end of the session, one of the ustaz mentioned this:

"You have Singapore idol, Malaysian idol, American idol. Why not you have one Islamic idol - one and only - idol : Rasulullah?"

And by this, it doesn't mean you can't be deeply interested or love your idols,
but it doesn't hurt to add one Islamic idol, right? (:

Walaupun Baginda berasa malu untuk berjumpa dengan Allah, demi umatnya, Rasulullah sanggup berjumpa dengan Allah berkali-kali untuk mengurangkan 50 waktu solat. Akhirnya, Allah mengurangkan waktu solat hingga hanya 5 waktu solat sehari. Tetapi, dengan syarat bahawa semua umat Rasulullah dapat melaksanakan kesemua 5 waktu solat ini dalam sehari.
I was one of them, who missed prayers on purpose. Then.
Alhamdulillah, I've met people in my recent period of life whom has changed me for the better (:
Some people may not be on the right path yet, as for now.
But insyaAllah, one day soon, they will be.
We just have to pray for them (:

I'd like to share two songs, one of which Qaisurah recommended me to listen &it is awesomeee! :D
So, enjoy! (:

(:

Another post! :D / Video from utube - Ustaz Shafi's.

2011-08-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

Been so long since I updated 3 posts in a day :D

Been on repeat mode! (Y) (:
Heard this when I went to Madrasah Aljunied with Humy few mths ago to attend Selawat Nabi with Dr Ustaz Shafi.
And then I heard it again on the radio few days ago.
Only today that I found the video :D

Okay, enjoyxz (:

How badly do I want to go to local university?

2011-08-18T16:18:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:

For once this week I reached home before 4 :D
Starting from tmr, dream on lah I can go home early. Hahaha.
In fact, starting from 15 August, but today is an exception :P

*****

How badly do I want to go to a local university?

[1] I want it.
[2] Badly wants it.
[3] Very badly.

Today, I chose 3.
From today onwards, insyaAllah (:
Hopefully my decision is/will be portrayed by my actions.

Cu (:

A little bit of patience.

2011-08-18T00:27:00.003+08:00

Wanted to post yesternight (16 Aug) but have not been touching my netbook since ytd's Econs consultation.
Stealing some time off my sleep and updating via phone (:

Sometimes, you just need a little bit more patience to get what you want (:

(:

Rant. Not a good day.

2011-08-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Astarghfirullahalazim.

I need a little bit more patience today.
Believe me, today wasn't good for me.
I've had this feeling like I'm gonna explode.
Anytime. Anywhere.
Had this feeling many times before but it never happened.
Alhamdulillah.
And I don't wish for it to ever happen. Ever.
Because I don't know what will follow. Or what the consequences are.

Assalamualaikum.

I remember my dream (:

2011-08-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:

My best friend once told me we dream every night (that we sleep) but some nights we just don't rmbr them.
After so many nights, finally I rmbr my dream :D
(I know this is random, but nvm xP)

It's back to serious business, hasn't it?
I've somehow gotten back my mugging mood.
But, you can't actually say "mugging mood", but more of prioritising my work before play.
I haven't been using my netbook these days because if I do, I'll be stuck for hrs or even the whole day doing nothing but bloghopping, like I did half an hr earlier >.<

So, well yeah.
I have 3 FAs this week and I haven't study for any of them.
I've not even started on my econs consultation essay.
Nor have I done my Hydro rev lect-tut qns.
But, on the brighter side, I've done my geog consultation essays & a bit of maths (:

Okie, let's focus now!
Jia you! \m/

MV lagu Ceritera Cinta.

2011-08-10T22:41:00.001+08:00

Enjoy the song above :)
Idk why, but I've been listening to a lot of malay songs O.o
Probably because I've been switching on to malay channels like Suria, Astro Ria/Aruna -.-
Hahaha.
Anyway, I miss tweeting!
I miss my random tweets, hahaha.
&surfing Facebook~

But, another few more months before I can activate back, insyaAllah.
I just pray and hope that I won't have to repeat another year.

Ciaoz~

Iftar outing cum Zul & Phyd's Birthday Celebration cum Geylang bazaar~

2011-08-09T13:36:00.003+08:00

I had fun ytd! :D

KKS iftar outing cum Zul's & Phyd's birthday celebration cum walk ard e Geylang bazaar~

Maj & I reached the earliest (probably because we live in Bedok :P) at Bedok int.
The rest reached much later..
Some ppl, ehem, actually lied to me saying they were late.
One person even told me she "terjumpa" Farhan. Kan Nir? :P
Hahah, for the sake of buying Zul's prezzie.

Reached Marine Parade at abt 6, Maj & I walked ard Parkway Parade while waiting for the rest because we dk where Charco's is xD
Charco's food was goooooood~ ^^v
&then I saw someone signalling to Mahirah smth.
I swear at that point of time I thought they wanna baca doa habis mkn! xP
I even tadah tgn already~
Abey alih2 I heard them singing "Happy Birthday" song, so I joined in.
The only person I could think of celebrating a person's birthday would be Zul's,
but I was shocked lah they didnt even tell me they wanna celebrate his birthday!
So it turns out it was for both of us, awww (:

I ♥♥♥ the necklace, keychain, badges & the pink bag for all the cute little presents :D
&I especially love things that has my name on it, heh.
Because it feels personalised~ (Duhhh, right?)

&&I love each and every one of you a lot! ♥
Mahirah Zainudin,
Majidah Ramli,
Munirah Jaafar,
Nur Farhan,
Nur Humairah Muhleseddin,
Waliyuddin Kamal,
Zulkifli Omar.

I think(!) I'll upload photos soon. But not so soon.
Ive been slacking a lot. Procrastinating.
So... Someone, will you please scold/smack/force/shout at me to study?

Ok, I had more than enough fun ytd, so it's back to serious business, yes?
:)

Anyway, I havent wished this,

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ini,
dan maximise (Malay?) sebyk pahala yg boleh, insyaAllah :)

&Happy Singapore Day! :D

Terawih.

2011-08-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

Are you still thirsty?
Are you still hungry?
Thirsty for a drink?
Hungry for food?

Or thirsty & hungry for pahala?

The month of Ramadhan is the month where you can easily get pahala just by putting a lil bit more effort :)
Extracted from Majidah's blog post: Allah promised to reward 27 times more to those who perform prayers together (berjemaah).

Tak kisahlah dengan keluarga atau solat berjemaah di masjid,
tetap dapat pahala lebih! :)

Lagi satu saya nak kongsi, doa paling mustajab ialah waktu tahiyat akhir sebelum salam.
Digalakkan membaca doa tersebut selepas tahiyat akhir sebelum salam.
Selepas itu, boleh doa apa-apa kita nak dituruti dgn salam :)

Maksudnya:
"Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada-Mu dari siksa kubur, dan dari siksa neraka Jahanam, dan dari fitnah kehidupan dan setelah mati, serta dari kejahatan fitnah Almasih Dajjal."
(HR Bukhari 2/102 dan Muslim 1/412. Lafadz hadits ini dalam riwayat Muslim)

When there's a will, there IS a way.
:)

Thirsty for pahala. / Dad's stories (Y)

2011-08-07T07:11:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

I'm getting better, alhamdulillah :)
Ayah's off day today so he spent a little bit more time to talk with us (Y)
Although he has repeated the stories over and over again, he never bores me with his stories.
His stories of us.
How hard he had to take care of my first sis. How jealous second sis was when I was still inside my mother's womb. How much I cried when he met with an accident in front of my own eyes.

My parents certainly had a hard time bringing us up.
They are independent.
Rarely depend on my grandparents to take care of us..
Because he said he wants to see us grow up in front of his eyes, without others' help.

From a Vespa, to a small car. Gradually changed to a slightly larger car with addition of another family member..and another..and another.
All expenses are my father's responsibility, since he refused to let my mother work ever since they got married.
People wonder, I wonder too, how he can perfectly save money for everything - house, electricity, car, our daily expenses - when for the past 40 yrs he has only been a garbage driver.

My mother never fails to be there for us.
Our daily needs will be taken care of by her. Always.
Alhamdulillah, Ayah's decision for not allowing Mak to work is a very good one (Y)

How angry I was at them because they won't allow me to go somewhere or do my own things,
without them, I won't be here.
That is, an actual fact.
&I love both of them, very much ♥♥♥

Sick.

2011-08-04T18:39:00.002+08:00

I can sense the soreness of my throat the moment I woke up, and that's usually the start of me having flu/fever.
Sucked the orange-coloured tablet for sore throat.
The second I board the bus to sch, I started sneezing... till now.
Used up 3++ packets of tissue when I usually use up one packet in abt 3 days...?
Headache kicks in after only 1 hour or so through the lessons... till now.
Legs started to feel weak after assembly.
At first, I thought it was numb, but I started to wobble till I had to hold on to the railing -.-
&I cant afford to miss yet another day of school because I've missed sch on tuesday,
unless I wanna get scolded by my CG tutor. Hahaha.

Ok, gotta continue with my malay essay & article-searching while waiting for Maghrib.

Assalamualaikum!

Allah menguji hanya untuk mereka yang dikasihi. Ujian adalah tanda kasih sayang dan perhatianNya kepada kita.

2011-08-02T07:13:00.005+08:00

"Sebenarnya ALLAH suka menguji hamba-hambaNya yang beriman.

Terdapat dua orang nelayan. Seorang penyembah berhala, dan seorang lagi muslim yang taat kepada ALLAH. Ketika menebar jala, yang menyembah berhala menyebut nama berhalanya, manakala yang muslim membaca bismillah. Bila jala diangkat, yang menyembah berhala mendapat banyak ikan, manakala yang muslim, hampir sahaja tiada ikan untuknya pada hari itu.

Malaikat yang melihat keadaan itu bertanya kepada ALLAH.
“ Ya ALLAH, apakah yang telah berlaku? HambaMu yang menyekutukanMu, KAU berikan dia rezeki yang banyak, sedangkan hambaMu yang menyebut namaMu, KAU tidak memberikan DIA apa-apa”

ALLAH menjawab,
“ Yang menyekutukanKu, tempatnya memang sudah pasti NERAKA. Maka apalah sangat rezeki yang pasti akan hancur itu jika Kuberikan kepadaNya? Tetapi HambaKu yang beriman itu, AKU hendak mengganjarkanNya syurga, maka AKU suka mengujinya untuk melihat kebenaran imanNya”

Nah, jangan anda kecewa bila diuji, tidak berjaya di dalam peperiksaan walau sudah studi, gagal dalam perniagaan walau kemas menyusun strategi. Itu semua adalah sebahagian dari ujian ALLAH. ALLAH menguji hanya untuk mereka yang dikasihi. Bukankah ALLAH SWT ada berfirman,

“ Apakah kamu mengira KAMI akan membiarkan kamu berkata kami beriman sedangkan kamu belum diuji?…”

Jika gagal terhadap satu-satu perkara, itu perkara itu. Anda masih belum gagal dalam kehidupan. Teruskan usaha, selagi nyawa masih ada. InsyaALLAH ALLAH akan memberikan sesuatu yang bermakna kepada anda. Bersangka baiklah kita kepada PENCIPTA kita.

Maka sebenarnya, bila hidup kita digegarkan dengan masalah, hendaklah kita rasa bersyukur. Tandanya, ALLAH masih lagi dekat dengan kita. Ujian adalah tanda kasih sayang dan perhatianNya kepada kita.

Mustahil anda suka senang sebentar di dunia, di akhirat yang kekal abadi nanti anda merana. Anda mahukan istidraj*?

Saya yakin tidak..

Anda tenang sekarang?

Anda wajib untuk tidak berasa tenang jika anda berbuat dosa, dan anda berjaya. Sebab itulah, muhasabah diri itu penting. Untuk kita sentiasa periksa bagaimanakah hubungan kita dengan ALLAH SWT.

Aku berdosa, tetapi aku berjaya…. Berhati-hatilah kita agar jangan sampai lafaz itu, atau lafaz-lafaz yang membawa maksud serupa itu terkeluar dari mulut kita.

Mari kita sama-sama duduk, dan bermuhasabah semula."

Source: iluvislam

*Istidraj: Ianya adalah pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia yang mana pemberian itu tidak diredhaiNya.

Alhamdulillah, saya terjumpa artikel ini yang dikatakan ditulis oleh Abu Hanifah, tapi tak begitu pasti.

Alhamdulillah, I'm feeling better today :)
Terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang mendoakan saya dan memberi nasihat serta dorongan :)
جزاك اللهُ خيراً
Jazakallah khayran/khair - May Allah reward you [in] goodness - Semoga Allah membalas kebaikanmu :)

Not myself today.

2011-08-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

I'm not myself today.
I only went for Geog lecture.
I skipped the rest of the lessons.
I spoke to my teacher.
Then I continue to skip more lessons.
Then I took Early Dismissal form.
And then I went home.

All the while I roam ard sch, from toilet to library to level 4 to outside staff room.
&all the while I couldnt stop _______.

I'll be fine, I'll be fine.

Parachute - Cheryl Cole

2011-07-31T22:26:00.004+08:00

This song is playing on repeat on my mp3 (Y)

I'm on the verge of giving up but I dont feel like telling anyone.
I feel like a loser. Useless. Stupid.
My friends are doing super well in their studies.
What about me?

Or maybe I've just chosen the wrong subject combi.
What luck.

A year closer to death.

2011-07-30T23:17:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

A friend said this to me last year on my birthday:
"A year closer to death."
Took me a year to actually ponder and think abt that sentence. True eh?

I'm really thankful for the birthday wishes & presents & doa & motivation! (:
Alhamdulillah! I love my 18th birthday more than other birthdays :D

*Couldn't grab photos of my outing with my BFFs via FB~

Birthday present & letter from Qaisurah! (:
She's such a sweet lady, believe me.
Because there's a "story" behind this present, heheh.
Proven by her action & acknowledgement from the best friend (:
As you can see, in the first two photos, the heart is still intact,
but in the third photo, she took the other half (:

Unique cards & a pair of ear stud from Sharifah~

Shawlsss from both of my sisters! (Y)
I likeee~ :D

My parents gave me $$$! <3 (:

I have a request from anyone out there who's willing to spare sometime someday (if possible...everyday?) for me (:
If you would be kind enough to pray for me, for me to do well for my A level this year.
For me to ace it & get a place in a local uni.
For everything to go smoothly for me this year, insyaAllah.
If you're willing to spare sometime to pray for me, may Allah bless you by your kindness (:
PS. Didn't have the slightest intention to promote my pink netbook~ (Just need some colour to the pics!)

*****

I slacked a lot today... didnt do anything.
Anything productive I mean.
Watched Sekali Lagi movie.
If you're an emotional person, you'll be in tears.

Okie, shall sleep soon. Goodnight.

I'm teary-eyed today for all the wrong reasons.

Advanced birthday celebration / movie outing / best celebration, ever! :)

2011-07-24T00:29:00.005+08:00

(This is an old photo, btw!)

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera! :P

I'm in a superduper happy mood right now (:
Let me tell you my story - what happened on 23 July 2011 & parts of 22 July~

To start of with, I didnt support Humy for her debate representing Bahas 4PM :(
And they qualified for the semi-finals, alhamdulillah! :D

After Zohor, waited for Dian till ard 3pm since she claimed she lost her wallet and had to find it.
Reached City Hall MRT, got a tap from the back, turned ard, there's only Dian, which was supposed to be the case because Rosh claimed that she had Chiron meeting and can't make it today -.-
She gave me my birthday present from herself & Rosh! (:
I'll upload the photo soon~
Then, we arrived at Marina Square and we were confused where's the Macs because she/we wanted to smuggle in some food into the cinema theatre.
Since I've forgotten when was the last time I went there, I was unsure myself.
In the end, we decided to just go straight to Level 3 to collect our booked tix.

Dian (D): Can you order food for me?
Phyd (P): Yep, what you want me to order?
Dian goes to the food menu and browsed while I was already in the queue to collect our tix.
D: EH! I forgot to bring the receipt! *with not much of a shock, to me*
P: Huh? Then how? *while walking out of the queue towards her*
D: Ermm, can I just show my card? Will they accept?
P: I dont know. I guess so. Maybe. You can try.
*At this point of time, I wasn't convinced because her facial expression just doesnt show how shocked she shld be when she forgot the printed evidence to our tix of our favourite movie!*

P: Okay.. What you want me to order?
D: Cheesy Pasta. Combo.

I walked over to the food counter and joined in the long queue.
Idk why but I just had to turn my head to the left.
&guess what?!
Rosh was just walking from behind a movie poster with a plastic bag and a cheeky smile on her face.
Right then and there, she knew hers & Dian's plan didnt work out :P
She actually wanted to surprise me from the back while I was queueing and TA-DAAA!
But, oh well xD

I seriously didnt expect her to come with the huge box of cake!
Here's the "parts of 22 July" comes in~
Rosh texted me saying that she can't make it on the 23rd because she had Chiron meeting,
which she said was "very important".
I really3 thought she was joking at first.
I knew her that well that best friends are more important than her Chiron meeting.
I knew her that well that she wont just say "very important" as her excuse, but she'll explain further.
I knew her that well that she dislikes Chiron meetings and since she said it's last minute notice, she could have just said she has smth on, which is true anyway.
But, their plan worked because I was convinced that she wont be able to join us.

And when Rosh wasnt with Dian at City Hall MRT, I knew that Rosh rly went for her meeting.
That was...sad. Like an "Oh, man!" moment.
Since we 3 didnt go out since, what, April? May? March?
I couldnt even rmbr!

Ahhh, it was sooooo good to see them!! ♥♥♥
I miss them a lottt! (:
&the fact that they made the Vanilla Oreo cake, planned the surprise and made the birthday board for me... It was just a mixture of great feelings which I cant express into words. (Probably due to my lack of vocabulary.)
It is really the thought that counts ♥ (:

OH! We watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II!
It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
I feel that whoever who watched the movie without tears running down their cheeks is quite impossible.
So, it's very recommendable to watch! (:
&up till now, I still couldnt stop laughing at the reaction of one lady in the theatre when she saw this body.
Dian & I couldnt stop laughing!
I think we were the only two who couldnt control :P
Till we got stares from a man and a scolding from Rosh :(

Dian Melissa Sumadi ♥♥♥♥♥ & Roshni Rahman ♥♥♥♥♥
I probably couldnt express my feelings here, but you two have always been there for me.
We've been there for each other, ups and downs, thick and thin, small and large.
Although we quarrelled, had misunderstandings or couldn't agree eye-to-eye, yet we made it up, somehow (:
May our friendship continues, insyaAllah (;
And, I love you both so much! ♥♥♥

I must say that this is the bestest (advanced) birthday celebration with friends (because it's always the best with family :D) that I ever had (so far)! (:
The memories, the laughter we had, the clumsy moments, the gossips.
And I wanna thank you both so much for that (:

Goodnight (:

Many stories to share.

2011-07-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:

I've been slacking a lottt today!
Ever since I reached school.
Why?
Because there are two free periods just because my GP & Malay teachers are not in sch.
Okay, but I did some work..
And then I watched TV when I was home.
Why?
Because I'm deprived of it.
Took the opportunity to relax for a while since I reached home super duper early today compared to other days.
But... "a while" took 4 hrs before I start my hw -.-

OH! "Consulted" Cikgu Ain ♥ with Nir & Humy before we leave sch! (:
That reminds me of the epic incident that happened while Nir & I was waiting for Cikgu Ain~
We "chop" a table at iCafe with our bags, then we went to the counter to order smth.
After ordering, I went to the counter to pay.
And just then that I realised I took out my pencilbox instead of my wallet >.<
Slenger tahap maha punyer lah!
How can I not feel the difference?
I can still hold my pencilbox the way I always hold my wallet, yet I still couldn't feel the difference T.T
Ya Allah! Seriously slenger abes ._.

Can't wait to watch Humy's ♥ debate & movie outing with Dian! ♥
:)

Okay, dah azan Maghrib.
Happy solat-ing (:

Alhamdulillah (:

2011-07-18T22:12:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum (:

Blogging via phone because if I switched on my netbook, I'm sure I'll go to unnecessary sites.
Anyway, I'd like to share smth my GP teacher mentioned in class today.

Mr Yip: "When you like the subject, continue to do better."
"Love the subject and you'll do well."
"Once you hate it, you'll fail it."

This is more of a self-reminder since I dislike (to the extent of hating) Economics!
So, yeah. I shall try to like Econs first, before loving it (if that's even possible).
:)

I think today is quite an okay day.
In fact, it's good at some point of time (:

Okie then. Shall continue doing homeworkkk~
Ma'assalamah! (:

Smile, okay? Even on your worst days.

2011-07-17T21:40:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Smile, okay? Even on your worst days.

:)

I. Am. ?

2011-07-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

:)

I'm secretive. Even with the closest person to me.
I'm freaky (as some of my friends said).
I want to graduate from IJC this year with great results.
I wanna smile genuinely everyday.
I wanna make at least one person smile each day.
I wanna be as hardworking as my friends.
I want to MAD to someone, for the better, at least once in my lifetime.
I wanna be ...
I wanna be ...
I wanna be ...

Told you I'm secretive.

I (don't) wanna die...yet.

I wanna sleep soon :D

Ilalliko' wa ma'assalamah (:

I ♥ Ayah! :)

2011-07-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

I ♥ Ayah a lot!
More than any words could be said/expressed.
He just knows how to make one's day. My day :)
Oh &not forgetting, of course I ♥ Mak too :D

I ♥ them both plus my sisters okay! :))))))

A BAD FIRST DAY?

2011-07-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

You do not know how the last 4 days (Thursday-Sunday) are four of the bestest days of my life this year, so far.
No, I'm not exaggerating, but that is exactly how I felt.
Not touching any of my academic books.
Not even thinking abt studies.
Watch movies, a lot of it.
Go out.
Or just...rot.

After four days of fun, fun and more fun, today is back to reality.
No, not only today. I mean, from today onwards.
I'm not complaining, I shouldn't, of course.
Well... The reality which didn't start out so well.

Oh, and went through answers for Geog and Malay today.
I am pretty sure I screwed my Physical Geog, so I just have my Human Geog to depend on now.
Malay? Malay? My Mother Tongue language?
You're supposed to score for your MT language right?
I mean, score easily since it IS your MT language, anyway.
Ignore the smile, after he said that sentence.
That was just to cover up, duh.
Who, in the right state of mind, would smile when he/she was insulted?
I've promised, during his first lesson with the class, that Prelims are not for me to give up.
Neither is it for any of my friends.
So I shall take it as a lesson to be learnt.

Don't you think I've been posting emo/unhappy posts lately?
Ok2, shall try to change then, soon :)

Off to read [tunas] or do my econs hw while waiting for Maghrib~ (:

Damn.

2011-07-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

Aishiteru - Zivilia Band on repeat now.
I just realised I listened to this song before, because it's on my Youtube's history.

Okay anyway.
I wanna rant here.
Can right?
Yes yes, this is my blog.
I'm positive you won't understand whatever I'm going to rant here,
unless you ask me what it is about,
but you can read all you want.

One after another.
Why must the people closest to me always always always do this?
The previous one was over k.
But another one coming. Came.
Pffft.
MWYS please.
Please.
Or maybe it's just me?
I think I have low tolerance level.
Maybe it has always been like this, all this while.. Or maybe since...
Or maybe just recently.
It might end soon.
I hope.
I hope.
I hope.

*****

&I treat you as my close friend now. Trust me.

Movies?

2011-07-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :D

Prelim 1 is over, I'm sure you know that.
So what do I do to "celebrate"?
Watch movies~
- 3, 2, 1 Cinta
- KL Gangster
- Hijab Kekasih

But I'm still not sure if I'm done with Hijab Kekasih, hahaha.

I suddenly wonder how writers get their inspiration or ilham from..
Because I'm searching for mine but couldn't find it... yet.

I should be sleeping by now, so I am going to. Now.

Goodnight! :)

Prelim 1 is over! :D

2011-07-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hurray! :D
Prelim 1 is overrr! (:

This reminds me of O level period, but I'm sure this year will be a whole new experience with a much tougher set of qns and different subjects.
But I hope I can do well, insyaAllah (:

Anyway, today is a good day!
Because...
- Prelim 1 is over!
- Mum cooked curry! (My faverret!)
- I can officially use my netbook without feeling guilty!
- I can watch movies/videos on youtube!
- I can ...

There are a lot of things I can do or am doing already now :D

Anyway... Just a reminder to Muslim girls:
"Orang yang wajib qadha' & membayar fidyah: Orang yang berhutang puasa yang belum dijelaskan sehingga bertemu dengan Ramadan yang lain".
Dan, berdosa bagi orang yang sengaja tidak qadha' puasa sebelum Ramadan yang seterusnya.

Ok bye! :D

Odd one out.

2011-07-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
(Curi2 blog pakai hp!)

Sorry, shall just LP on my own blog since I don't feel like talking to anyone right now.

- Not a part, but always apart.
From? Them, who are close. And They, who are closer. And of course, Them, who are closest.
To me.

- Never alone, but always lonely. (Credits to Pingu Toha's LUVE)
The heart knows.

Okay, shall try to encourage myself to revise Econs, geog and malay.
Wassalam.

Guilt.

2011-07-03T20:09:00.002+08:00

Waly: "Maybe utk dorang harsh pasal kau tahu knp? pasal dorg guilty..and instead of wanting to immerse themselves in their guilt, theyre blaming others for it. So dont worry. guilt does weird things to people. they will come to. someday insyaallah."

True much, I must say very true. Very true indeed. Way to go, Waly!

Slack.

2011-07-03T18:49:00.005+08:00

Since that day I went to the event held at Madrasah Aljunied Al-Islamiah, I can't be bothered with academic stuff.
This is serious talking, I care not anything about schoolwork, prelim 1, Economics, Geography, MLL.
Why?
[There's still space in my mind for A levels since my parents already paid for it!]

I'm inspired to study about Islam in depth and forget about academics.
But that's easier said than done.
A secular student who doesn't even know how to speak Arabic wanna go into the field of Islamic studies & perhaps be an ustazah?

I learnt in class today that Muslims are encouraged to find wealth, because with their wealth,
they will give zakat to the needy.
That made me reflect on myself.
What I've been doing - slacking - for the past few days was scary.
Trust me, I feel like I don't have a life when everybody else has one.
When I'm slacking, my friends are mugging.
When they're taking their time off, I'm revising. (Although may not be productive at all times.)

OK BYE!

Anger.

2011-07-03T16:39:00.002+08:00

I'm munching on Oreo while blogging and venting my anger here.
You shld already know I loveee Oreo if you bother to read that particular section of my blog,
or you know me well or long enough.

Anyway, I don't know why but everything she said pisses me off.
Every comment she said irritates me.
She always have smth to comment abt whenever I ask smth.
Ain't that just irritating?
I admit I'm sarcastic at times, but I don't answer sarcastically everytime to everything ppl asked me.

Tell me what I should do to refrain myself from being pissed at her.
It sucks when she's so close to me.

Jubahs & shawls & pashminas!

2011-07-01T20:20:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :D

Here I am, again~
I hope I wont be spending too much time on blogging, but that's where my self-discipline has to take charge, right?

Bought more jubahs (long, non-fitting dress - I hope I describe it correctly) & shawls & pashminas from Geylang!
For the first time I bought pashmina, actually.
First Sis bought them too, and she's getting excited when we tried them with our new dresses :D
She has the intention of wearing the hijab, insyaAllah, one day soon :)

But before that, we ate lunch.. My family excluding Second Sis.
Mum & First Sis went to buy food which left Dad & I at the table.
I pointed to this group of birds chirping and jumping ard on the floor near our table.
I asked him, "Is that the bird you used to catch for me?" In Malay language, of course.

And then I remembered when I was ard 4 or 5 yrs old,
I used to wake up ard 4 or 5 in the morning just to touch a bird.
My dad would catch a sleeping bird from a tree which was super near to our house
and let me touch it.
Perhaps I dont rly rmbr, maybe it was my parents who told me again and again.
But maybe I did rmbr, somehow..

Apparently the birds I pointed to wasn't the bird he used to catch for me.

Anyways, I'll end my post with this:
"Barangsiapa membaca tasbih sebanyak 33 kali setiap akhir solat, lalu membaca tahmid 33 kali pula dan takbir 33 kali, hingga jumlahnya 99 kali, kemudian untuk mecukupkan seratus debacanya "La ilaha illallahu wahdahu la syarika lah, lahul mulku wa lahul hamdu wahuwa 'ala kulli syai'inqadir," maka diampunilah kesalahan-kesalahannya walau sebanyak buih di laut sekalipun." (HR. Muslim)

Tasbih - "Subhanallah"
Tahmid - "Alhamdulillah"
Takbir - "Allahu akbar"

I was taught of a longer verse:
"Allahu akbaru kabiraw walhamdulillahi kathiraw, wasub hanallahi bukrataw-wa asila, la ilaha illallahu wahdahu la syarika lah, lahul mulku wa lahul hamdu yuhyi wayumitu, wahuwa 'ala kulli syai'inqadir."

Whichever you feel more comfortable, I'm sure it's fine :)
Correct me if I'm wrong.

Ilalliko' wa ma'assalama :)

PS. I'm still trying to learn how to speak Arabic language, teach me if you will or correct me when I'm wrong, I won't mind, thankyou :)

Blog reopens.

2011-06-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

May you be in the best state of health when you read this post :)

I have officially reopens my blog, as you can see :D
I am planning to use this blog of mine as a platform to educate others, insyaAllah :)
But, of course, I may insert some of my daily stuff whenever I feel like it.

As for now...
Wassalam :)

Monday, Tuesday - 20/21 December!

2010-12-21T22:20:00.003+08:00

Hiii! :D

Posting thru my temp BB! Hoho xP
Just because I'm lazy to switch on lappy,
and better I guess, if not I'll be stuck on lappy.

Had an "unplanned and too sudden" invitation from Farhan to catch a movie because he was super bored.
Asked other ppl, but all can't so in the end didn't.
Many times wanna go watch movie with him, and each time cancelled.
Han, aku mmg tkleh tgk movie ngan kau lah, haha xP

So in the aftnn was cancelled, so my mum, first sis and I decided to go to Starhub centre, to ask abt my BB -.-
Went there twice before and there's still no stock.
So my sis complained but in a nice way, asking when can the stock comes, but the person attending to us couldn't give a definite date.
So my sis asked then till when am I supposed to wait.
And then...

My sis managed to get for me a temp BB :D
But in white!
Alhamdulillah :)

Later that night, had sisters night out :D
Caught a movie at 1155pm of Rapunzel!
A very nice movie although it's typical!
And there's a bit of a twist in the story :)

Today, went for brunch with my parents *hearts* (:
Then went out with family to have early dinner and rode bicycle :D
Although I can't ride a 2-wheel bike, I rode behind my 2nd sis on a 2-rider bike!
Fun! :D but tiring!

Tmr going out with cousins *hearts* :D
&i think on thurs watching movie :D

K gotta do my hw now! Byeee~

Went to syarahan with Mum! ♥

2010-12-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

Highlowww (:

Went to syarahan with Mum ♥ at Masjid Darul Aman earlier!

Been agesssss since I went to a syarahan! -.-

InsyaAllah I'll follow my mum for the next 3 weeks while I'm still having my holidays.

When school reopens, the only time I can go will be at night at Al-Ansar, if im not lazy -.-

Ustazah Habsah Senin mentioned 3 things that every new year we have to do/achieve:

- Azam

- Doa

- Usaha

I've never knew abt this...

Nabi s.a.w meminta dan berdoa kepada Allah:

1. Semoga umat-umatmu tidak tenggelam seperti Nabi Noh

2. Supaya tidak semua umat-umatmu mengalami kemarau

3. Supaya umat-umatmu tidak bermusuhan

Ustazah pun berkata, "Cuma pertama dan kedua sahaja yang Tuhan dapat makbulkan."

Ini kerana cuma sesetengah kawasan dan negeri saja yang mengalami banjir atau kemarau pada sesuatu masa.

Tapi jikalau bermusuh, itu perasaan yang wujud dalam hati seseorang insan.

*Apology for the use of Malay. Easier for me to send the message across :D

I like this one:

Uban dah bertabur,

mata dah kabur,

gigi dah gugur,

kulit dah kendur.

Said by Ustazah Habsah :D

&a reminder from her...

Doa lah apa2 aje, yang baik2 lah. :D

InsyaAllah Allah makbulkan.

K BYE! (:

Jurong Point!

2010-12-16T11:24:00.005+08:00

For the first time I travelled in the MRT so far alone,

to Boon Lay MRT from Bedok MRT!

&For the first time I stepped my foot in Jurong Point.

*Photos might be uploaded here soon, maybe (:

Like why is Bedok North Sec located at Bedok Reservoir,

and why not Bedok Green Sec be named Bedok North Sec instead,

I asked.. Why is Jurong Point at Boon Lay MRT?

OH oh, and my sis told me before that BGSS stands for Boys & Girls Steady School.

HAHAHAHA, and not Bedok Green Secondary School xP

&tonight's the night.

See you, out soon (:

BACK FROM KL & HOMESTAY!

2010-12-10T19:24:00.003+08:00

HIGHLOWWWWWWWW~

I'm back from KL & homestay! (:

Haha, I know this is a super laggy post coz I'm back since last week >.<

I'm lazy to type everything that I felt, did, experienced throughout the 6 days 5 nights,

but I think I'll just summarize a bit?

First day: 29 November 2010;

Crying session with family excluding Dad ♥ when it's time to depart.

The hotel was awesomeeeeeeee~

Shared a room with Mahirah and Azmeera (:

The only room with 3 people!

We had a talk at IPG, and that's when I saw mussaenda! ♥♥♥

Totally shoot up my mood :D

I think that's all for the day.

Second day: 30 November 2010;

Another talk at IPG again.

[End of boredom! Sorry, just not my interest >.<]

A short stage tour of Istana Budaya which we will be going later that night!

NATRAH SHOWWW! :D

&I slept at some parts xP

But after the show, I was super awake because...

I get to see the actors & actresses up close for the autograph session! ^^

Third day: 1 December 2010;

Homestayyy! (:

When we arrived, we were welcomed by kompang & silat ((:

Super cool, touched and honoured (;

First, rice harvest.

Second, sugarcane.

Third, kambingggggg! xD

All are great, but first and third visit was the best!

Probably because I don't like sugarcane and even when I tried biting the sugarcane itself, I couldnt -.-

I fed the goats! Great experience! ((:

At night, we went to Firefly Park! ♥

The trees looked like christmas trees :D

Due to sparkles that comes from the light of fireflies!

&I actually held onto a firefly C:

It was super tiny and cuteee~

Fourth day: 2 December 2010;

Get to know more abt the planting of long beans!

I actually asked the uncle more abt plants and how to plant them ^^

Gave Mama (My "mum" during the homestay) a small set of brooch (:

Then it was time to say goodbye :')

Otw back to hotel, we stopped at a shop to buy kerepeks & stuff like that (:

Fifth day: 3 December 2010;

KL City Tour!

Went to National Museum, Merdeka Square and the rest I couldn't rmbr the names xP

While the boys went for Friday prayers, the girls went to Suria KLCC.

But the things are expensive there compared to the Bazaar near my hotel,

so I just window-shopped (:

At night, went to PENA for poem recital by fellow MLEP-ians as well as some poets.

Sixth day: 4 December 2010;

Packed everything and put them somewhere which I forgot.

Head to Putrajaya for a Boat Cruise (or Cruise Boat?).

Then window-shopped.

Reached KLIA at ard 3pm.

Waited and waited and waited.

Found out our flight was delayed for an hr!

Cikgu told me there's a computer that has free internet!

So I used while waiting for 6++pm to board the plane.

Went to Facebook and some of my friends' profile photos was cartoons xD

&Then reached Singaporeeeeeee! ♥

The flight home was a bit dizzy for me, idk why.

OH oh, the flight to KL was the official first time for meee :D

(Because the very first time I was on a plane, it was when I was a baby xP)

Waited for my luggage and I was trying to spot my family,

but couldnt find them.

And then I found out they were at another belt -.-

Hahaha! (Next time, check my flight number and the belt number ok, sisters? :D)

Went for dinner and Home Sweet Home (:

Actually, I dont rly miss home that much because I was in contact with my family for every single day I was there.

&The hotel was awesomeeeee!~

So I don't rly feel the uneasiness xP
My mum said she didnt miss me that much too >.<

Okay, that's all (:

Byebye.

GOING TO KUALA LUMPUR!

2010-11-29T00:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

Okay, this will probably be the last post before I go off to KL later at 8 (:
Going to Kuala Lumpur with other IJC-ians and TPJC-ians for a 6-day-5-nights trip.
Hope I'll enjoy myself there!
Takecare, and wish me a safe flight to and fro (:
YES, my first ever official flight in an aeroplane! (Hah! That must have sounded...lame.)
:D

Ok, good morning (:

SHOPPING :D

2010-11-28T00:43:00.003+08:00

Ok hiii! (:

Let's recap on what I've bought for the last.. two months? ^^

- Mp3 player

- Contact lens

- Brooch

- Hair Clips

- Bangles

I can't think of anything else right now though I rmbr I bought quite a lot of stuff..

&That list lacks of... blouses/shirts/dresses!

And that is why I went shopping with Mum ♥ ytd!

Actually her purpose was to buy for me a bag,

but we ended up buying wallets and blouses :D

Heh (:

Activating Facebook...

2010-11-27T22:39:00.003+08:00

Highlow C:

The moment I finished blogging my previous post, I deactivated my Facebook..

Because I felt like it.

When I think of it, deactivating might help me to make me focus more on studies..

And not on Facebook 24/7.

BUT apparently it doesn't work for me.

Because I ended up playing game on my dad's phone, listening to music while staring somewhere or stoning...

Instead of studying! -.-

HAHA, and Facebook is tempting me to log into it.

When I was gone for less than 2 days >.<

My eyes hurt so much..

2010-11-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

My eyes hurt so much..
Hope nothing serious is wrong with them.

Think I'm gonna consult doctor someday soon.

Night.

You.

2010-11-21T00:36:00.003+08:00

YOU,

I'm not asking you to go away.

I'm merely... asking you to distant ourselves.

And that obviously does not mean we can't chat, talk, sms like we used to.

Yet, idk.. It seems you're the one who badly wants to leave.

So go, if you want to.

Don't put the blame on me, because you played a part in this too.

Harry Potter & the deathly hallows! // Shopping with SS & Natt!

2010-11-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo!

Watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 yesterday evening with Dian & Rosh! :D

IT WAS GREAAAAAAAAT ^^

Me likeee!~ :D

But I can't wait for Part 2!!

If only they released it earlierrr! Waaay earlier than..WHAT! July?! -_-

Sheesh.

But... Good things come to those who wait :)

While watching HP, a character died (I wont say who for the sake of those who have not watched)...

and it hit me, real bad.

It hit me when people die... When I die, no one will be there for me,

in the grave. NO ONE.

I'll be alone, with what I've done on Earth to haunt me on Judgement Day.

It's super scary, and I'm not lying..

I can't do anything when I die...

Only Al-Fatihah and doa from those alive can pause my sufferings.

Yet, currently, I'm doing many sins... Consciously and unconsciously..

Today: 20 November 2010...

In the early noon, had an OP rehearsal at Tamp KFC with groupmates.

And then went out with Shabirah and Natasha to Tamp area! :D

SS so slenger (Mmg pun, patot lah nama kau pun S, heheh) !

Bumped into Humy and Nir, and then Wen Yan. Lastly, Dian!

Wah, fated fated..

&I shopped a lot today :D (Come to think of it, not quite a lot..)

Hair clips, brooches, a small notebook to be my plannerrrrrr ^^

Ok, tired alr.

See yaaaaaaaaaaz.

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH (: // EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS.

2010-11-18T18:35:00.009+08:00

I thought I was in that 15% who did not promote to J2 2011.
All the while the Principal was talking, I was thinking in my head...
"Oh crap, I'm in that 15% of J1 students who could not be promoted."

Syukur alhamdulillah (:

Ms Wong, my class Civics Tutor, called my name and the moment I was near her and my result slip,
I searched for that word: Promoted.
And then, alhamdulillah.
Okay, I think it's countless times I said alhamdulillah to myself aloud or in my heart,
but truly, I thanked Allah for this.

But the other part of me is scared for the future ahead.

Anyway, I feel like I should thank the people around me for everything and anything that they had done for me or with me, before it's too late (:

Dian aka Naid aka Tapao;
Thanks for being there since 2006 till now. You don't know how much of a great help you've been. And you always helped me with English and Geography (: You were always there to cheer me up when I'm down. All in all, you're always there lah! :D Hope we meet again when we're 40 HAHAHA :D THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Roshni aka Uyuy aka Exim;
The girl who's forever crazy and always cracked me up! Thanks for being there for me, too. A great help with Maths (: Thanks for always making me laugh! Meet again when we're 40 eh! HAHAHAH :D THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Munirah aka Nir aka Sugarmommeh;
The girl who's antisocial (as said by yourself) and I was pretty scared to approach you at first. But after knowing you, you're so not that antisocial person. &I must say you've influenced me the most for the good since start of school. Be it in terms of my prayers, studies, di dunia mahupun di akhirat (: THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Shabirah aka BB aka SSSMS;
First time I saw you, you look scary, and that's why I left a seat gap between us :D Although we always "debate", but I know you know we dont hate each other! &I wanna be a (or now in the process of being a) F*******. Thanks for everything (: THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Humairah aka Humy aka Pipi Fishball;
Tertelan loudspeaker eh? :D I must say you're not as loud as Sugardaddy la please (: Although sometime ago we were on a quite rocky friendship, but we're fine, oh strike that..way better now, I must say (: &I'm really happy to see the positive changes in you! Thanks for everything. THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Qaisurah aka Twinny aka QQ;
"EH! When's your birthday?" And you said, "30th July". "OH SAME YAYYY!"- I said. Hahaha :D You're one who's always so caring for others (smpi gi Melaka/Cameron Highlands pun maseh fikir2 kan masalah org!) and always bought for me something to cheer me up (: Thanks for your listening ear and everything else (: THANKYOU ♥♥♥

Geng KKS as a whole (i.e. every single one of you) - Munirah, Humairah, Mahirah, Waly, Zulkifli, Farhan;
Thanks for the gerek-I-wont-ever-stop-laughing-if-I-go-out-with-you-guys outing! (: Although I did not make it for some of the outing, I'll try to make it for the future ones eh? &I feel that we have and hope will be more bonded over time, insyaAllah. Whatever happens, we will still be KKS k? (: THANKYOU ♥♥♥

I shall not leave behind my family who has been supporting me in silence or otherwise (: My parents ♥♥♥♥♥ who constantly prays for the best in me and my sisters ♥ And both my sisters whom I love and vice versa :D

Ok2, kinda emotional right? Oh well, once in a while xP
Although I may not have mentioned your name here, but that does not mean you were nothing in my life (:

Thanks for everything ♥

David Archie! / Promoted? Retained? Fate decides.

2010-11-17T21:28:00.004+08:00

"Hi!" - David Archuleta said to me after Dian walked off.

*Stunned* Phyd: "Hi."

And then I laughed! Or did I giggled...? xP

I LOOKED INTO DAVID ARCHULETA'S EYES ! ! !

Hahaha, been two days since I last saw him but I'm still crazy over it :D

Okay, let the memories be in my head and private blog (:

Tomorrow is THE results day.

Whether I get promoted? Retained? Have to go Poly?

I heard abt "The Letter".

Idk what the letter means besides teachers wanna meet up with parents.

Does the letter means the student who received it can be retained or have to go poly?

Oh well, tomorrow we'll know right?

Let's just leave it to fate and pray to Allah (:

ANYWAY,

I'm back to TUMBLR! :D

I'm addicted already :)

Ok see you!

&ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR RESULTS TOMORROW, IJC1 STUDENTS! :)

Sad+Romantic videos ♥ (:

2010-11-15T00:46:00.006+08:00

Highlow (:

Sad+Romantic videos!

Hope you enjoyed watching them (:

Takecare :D

Farhan mengalahkan perempuan!

2010-11-13T16:56:00.002+08:00

This is scary.
I'm scared.

Parent of people whom I know of died.
People dying.. People dead.
It should be an eye-opener for ME.
Don't do anymore sin.
Life's too short to add more sins than you already do.

Waiting for Farhan to visit Cikgu Diyana's family for the funeral.
Farhan mengalahkan perempuan! -.-

K BYE.

Emoticons.

2010-11-13T01:51:00.002+08:00

SLEEPY.

, Phyd.

:(

2010-11-11T20:49:00.006+08:00

:(

Today is a bad day for me.
Right from the start of the day, 12 midnight, something happened.
Ah family problem.
And then OP was postponed to Monday, 15 November, due to absence of Nir.
And I was late for the reporting at 7.30am and then had to go for another audience duty at 1230pm.
Waited from 10am to 1230pm and got to know I was scheduled at 230pm-330pm.
CRAZY OR WHAT WANT ME TO WAIT AGAIN?!
So I said tomorrow lah.
After one audience duty, had to go for another one.

And she just have to go meet him again.
OH WHY?!
Just come home after work lah please. Don't trust his words. We're fine, happy without him.
And you just have to accept him back, right?
No, I'm not angry at you. I'm super pissed at him.
And I hate him, not you.
Hope today was the last freaking day you met him, ever, in your life, in OUR life.
Thanks so much for the havoc, chaos he gave us.

Ok enough complaining.
Three prayers that I really need God to answer.
- We to get back to our normal life. Fine, just fine. That's all I'm asking for.
- Nir's dad to get better soon. Fine would be good enough.
- My group's OP on Monday to went on smoothly.

Allah, I know I can only turn to you for anything and everything.
And now I turn to you, for strength to face all this.

ANGRY.

2010-11-11T01:56:00.002+08:00

"Pertama kali Mak nampak Fidah marah. WAHHH."
"First time Mum saw Fidah get angry. WAHHH."

Not any kind of angry, but explosive ones with harsh words and "flying" hands.
Super duper pissed, at him especially.
That's my first time (I think) I've ever shouted what I felt inside.
Let go of everything, I felt inside.
And it feels good.

But reciting astargfirullah repeatedly and sincerely makes me calm after a while.
Alhamdulillah.

I pray for Nir's father to get better soon. I hope he'll be fine.
Take care ok Nir? All we can do now is pray to Him for him (:

Ok back to OP.
See you.

I HATE YOU LA BRADER.

2010-11-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

I HATE YOU LA BRADER.

Eh, sorry, you're not even my brother yet but i hate you already.
Yes, hate.
Hate is a strong word.
I hate you too much that I can kill you.
I wish I could, without affecting my life.

So please eh, stop disturbing my sister and my family.
SCREW YOU KAY :)

333rd post!

2010-11-10T14:31:00.003+08:00

This is my 333rd post! (I know, I rarely blog. That's why!)

One problem comes after another.

Oh how I wish she could just shoo him away and listen to my parents.

And it's one freaking day before my OP exam.

Woah great!

Talk about which...

TOMORROW IS MY ORAL PRESENTATION!

I need to pronounce every word properly and slowly and loudly.

I need to have eye contact with the audience.

I need to refer to diagrams in the slides.

I need to present.

I need to answer Q&A. AHHHHHHHHHHHH~

Ok bye!

PS. I need to be a feminist. SOS?

MISSING PEOPLE ! ♥

2010-11-07T01:06:00.003+08:00

Highlow.

I miss Baby.
I miss marching.
I miss talking otp till the early morning.
I miss Ms Sharifah.
I miss Mdm Dini.
I miss studying at Petal Mac.
I miss Dian.
I miss Rosh.
I miss Saiful.
I miss Damai.
I miss going out with my friends and having lotsa fun.
I miss KKS.
I miss Qaisurah.
I miss Shabirah.
I miss Ain.
I miss Shikin.
I miss my nenek & datuk.
I miss jogging. (Ha!)
I miss everything uh, can.

Imissyou.
♥

Pixton = COOL!

2010-11-05T02:30:00.003+08:00

Pixton - The site you should visit.

(HAHAHA)

My group's Supervising Tutor (ST) suggested to us to use Pixton to create comic strips.

It's super cool!~

And I'm positive you'll have fun editing the characters/props/etc :D

Just watch the How To videos before you start, it helps (:

OK GO!~

Bubble tea?

2010-11-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

Humairah suddenly came up with this question...

Bubble tea halal ke tak uh?
In English that would mean.. Is bubble tea halal?

Thinking and speechless.
I've never asked myself that question before,
because probably I assumed that drinks, as long as there's no alcohol,
it's considered halal.. so it's fine to be consumed.

So I reckon it's not alright to consume bubble tea from any random shops now.

To be on the safe side...
Make your own bubble tea :D

And that's why I made Milo Oreo Ice Blended ♥ few days ago ^^

Now I'm craving for it.. again.

ALL THE BEST FOR A LEVEL H1 MT! (:

2010-10-31T19:22:00.008+08:00

All the best

for A Level H1 MT paper tomorrow (:

♥

Angau overdose.

2010-10-31T04:24:00.002+08:00

Angau/Love overdose ♥

Highlow (:

The picture above...
I'm not referring to the person who's typing this,
but to the people ard her as well - Angau :D

Had an MSN conversation with Farhan two nights ago..
There might be a feeling of dislike now..
Due to some reason.
But somehow sometime in the future, you'll be back to where you were:
Head over heels in love with that particular person. [No, I'm not in love (:]
Because that feeling of dislike is not as strong as your feelings towards him/her.

Enough posting about love...

A Level MT Exam is just tomorrow!

:O

Of course, I'm not a failure, not yet successful either.

2010-10-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

Not a failure.. not yet successful either.

My two previous posts was emotionally blogged, hahah.
Well, somehow, someway...
God showed me the light (:

I'm a JC student who didn't do quite well for my promos.
I should be thankful that I was given the chance to experience being a JC student.
There are others, many others, who have failed in the course of their life.
Yet, they moved on...

I need petunjuk from Allah,
to go Poly or retain?

What I feel now is to retain..
and work hard, work harder.
But some parts of me refused to, saying, "I've had enough."

But, somehow, I've made my decision (:

Total failure.

2010-10-20T23:46:00.001+08:00

TOTALFAILURE.

Everything and anything about IJC.

2010-10-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

Welcome back?

Just gotta say what I gotta say, what I feel.

I know I flunk my Geog paper, badly.

Everybody (mostly) said the paper was easy.

I gotta agree with it, somehow, because what I studied this morning came out.

But the problem is, I didn't study hard enough.

I managed to read through.

But reading through it leads to me writing bullshit on the paper.

Oh whyyy.

And because of that, I have time to actually think, DURING my Geog paper.

I was thinking...

> I won't cry, this time round, when I received my papers for my results..

Because I already know the result.

As for Summer Test, I was over-confident.

And I crumbled.

But oh this time round I have the least confidence for Geog.

Just let it go lah, let it go down the drain. Goodbye.

> Oh, and I'll be in Poly next year.. Which poly I'm not sure of.

Which course..?

Hmm, it's pretty clear now. I've set my mind to it.

But if, a miracle happens, I actually get 6 credit points and can be promoted...

I'll surely work a lot harder than I did now.

I should.

That is, if a miracle drops on my result papers.

I told my mum already..

She was being quite supportive.

Of me going poly next year.

I didn't tell my father..yet.

Idk how to. What to say? What will HE say? How is he gonna react?

And Idk if my mum told my dad of what I told her..

Because if she did, she saved me, from having to see my father's reactions,

probably heartbreaking expression on his face.

I think I'm pretty emotional here. When I'm in JC.

Ah, I shld start revising now.

I think I've said quite a lot already.

Bye smokers.

Posts. // Maher Zain ♥

2010-08-09T03:12:00.005+08:00

When I feel like updating my blog, I will.

Even if there are more than one post a day!

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side, honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you, loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I ... I'll be there for you

Now we share the same bright sun,
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds

Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

Maher Zain ♥

My Belated Birthday Celebrations! :D

2010-08-09T02:30:00.003+08:00

Highlow (:

Went to Perkhemahan Sastera on the 30th July at NACLI.

The accommodation was superb (:

Sharifah planned a surprise for Qaisurah and myself since our birthday falls on that day.

Thankyou so much! :D

Thanks for the bear Qaisurah! ((:

Talked, talked and talked with Shabirah while doing my Sajak with her help (;

All groups had to perform for 10 mins or more.

But my group performed less than 5 mins, hahah (;

And parts of our performance actually made the audience laughed,

when other groups performed, almost nobody laughed?

Tsk, that's how bad our performance were.

But it's all over, and I'm back to reality.

Homework, Project Work, problems and problems..

Had a belated birthday celebration with Dian, Rosh and Rosh's childhood friend, Kushida on 7th August (:

Ate at BBQ Chicken~

Talked, laughed, reminisced and camwhored (:

Ard 9+pm, my family plus Mak & Pak Busu head to Pandan City, ard JB?

Shopped! :D

Ate at ard 1+am.

And there're still many ppl walking and eating there :O

Reached home ard 3+am!

Had NDP Celebration-cum-CIP ytd at Admiralty. (But it's at Woodlands?)

We had to fold stars!

And this day reminds me of Dunk-It! two yrs back (:

Oooh I had a lot of fun although I was only the First Aider, hahah C:

Okeee, shall sleep now.

Good night (:

PS. Will upload photos real soon, insyaAllah (:

I don't like you anymore la. But why am I still layan-ing you?

Happy Birthday (:

2010-08-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Thank you so much for the wishes, presents and surprise (:

I'm seventeen (:

Life.

2010-07-24T11:45:00.002+08:00

Life's been busy, tired, full of celebrations..

And ups-and-downs.

Had two birthday celebrations for my used-to-be Malay teacher, Cikgu Ain ♥

as well as Zulkifli Omar!

It's the weekenddd!

It's supposed to be two rest days right?

But I'm packed with homeworks and projects to do.

Oh, and I'll miss school as well as first day of Kem Sastera on the 30th July!

Shabirah kept on insisting for me to join them at the Kem Sastera at night of 30th July.

But idk if the YOG rehearsal gonna end early..or late?

I thought of buying a phone ON my birthday.

But I dont think I have time..

Finally,

All the best Madrasah Innova for today's bahas!

Win or lose, you've made IJC proud (:

And so, I'm going Mediacorp later todayyy! :D

Ok bye!

2010-07-16T18:08:00.001+08:00

I'm hungry.

WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

2010-07-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's your problem.
You just have issues with people, since the beginning...
I've heard. But now that I've actually gone through it,
now I knew what people are saying..

Probably you're just the "lousy Jea".
That's who you are.
But the thing is...

The world doesnt revolve around you, darling.

Highlow.

2010-07-11T18:03:00.002+08:00

Highlow.

I apologise for not updating much these few days, hahah.
Everything's okay these days..
Fine, fun, bored, stoning and stress.

Oh, I read somewhere abt this 2 PJC girls who committed suicide..
Was it recently? Idk..
I told my mum abt it. And once I was done telling her, I knew it she's gonna advice me abt it.
Oh well she did (:

OH and laptop is being such a jerk.
Byebye.

My boat is rocking by the shore... as always.

The boat.

2010-07-07T19:52:00.002+08:00

F: We're on the same boat..
H: Yup2! Not like youuu... Your boat has went off alr! Dah jauh ponnn. (Very far alreadyyy.)
R: No lah! It's not very far..yet.

Oh, and now I'm pretty sure it'll sail back to the shore.
And rot there...forever.

Conversation with Mum.

2010-06-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

R: Mak.. Adk fail Malay ngan English..
Mum turns ard to look at me.
Mum: Oh, melayu pon?

Ouch.

:(

All the best for school reopen!

2010-06-27T23:33:00.000+08:00

All the best for school reopen (:

UPDATE PLS!

2010-06-27T03:36:00.017+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiii :D

Let me have an update!

16 June 2010;

Watched Shrek Forever After with Dian! :D

19 June 2010;

Went out with Rosh and Dian to North Point! (:
Ate at Sakura Cuisine!

Had school on 22 and 23 June.

Had breakfast with Mum and 2nd Sis on Thursday, 24 June 2010 :D

Also, took photos of Mussaenda outside Bedok Int Macs! :D

Below were taken at Kembangan (:

Note to self: "Terjatuh" & "crack" & "twigs" and I'll just crack up :D

And for the first time, I received a flower. Thank you (:

26 June 2010;
Went for Bahas 4PM at Tamp Lib to give support to my school's bahas team! (:
IJC debated with TPJC, and...
Alhamdulillah! IJC qualifies to the next round, the Finals! :D
Although I didnt participate in the bahas, but when I heard, "Maktab Rendah Innova!",
I immediately screamed and clapped as hard and loud as I could.
I felt great to have my school qualifies for the finals (;
IJC debate with NP - 24 July 2010

Ohhh, during the course of the bahas, I was super hungry and can't wait for the results.
Farhan was being super funny yet lame and irritating but still managed to divert my attention on my stomach to something really funny but I shall not elaborate here (;
It's pretty bad, I suppose. HAHAH

Then went to eat with Shabirah, Ain, Zakiah and Farhan at Food Culture.
Went back to Tamp Lib to continue with my Geog essay.
No available seats so Farhan and I went to Macs.
We did some... talking (:
Walked ard Century Square after bought tickets to watch movie with my sisters!
We watched The Karate Kid! :D
It's awesermmmmmmmm!~
:D

PS. I saw my first crush (;

School is starting tmr! D:
I've yet to complete my geog essay.
GOOD MORNING (:

A proper post next time okay?

2010-06-24T02:39:00.001+08:00

I shall update a proper post next time okay?
&Hopefully I can wake up early to have breakfast at Macs :D

Goodnight! (:

More abt Mum's reaction after finish camp! MLEP Rehearsal.

2010-06-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

...continuation of Bintan camp.

I somehow forgot to add this in.

While I was waiting for my parents to fetch me form Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal,
I wondered if I'll take temp job of being camp instructor/trainer.
But when I saw the look on Mum's face, I immediately changed my mind.
She cried when she saw me.
And tears was glistening in Dad's eyes. Awww.

Had to go for MLEP rehearsal today!
I'm in charge of the songs for my sch's performance.
I felt bad, to the extent of almost going to cry, because...
Firstly, I played the first song wrongly.
Secondly, I didnt even play the suspense sound!
ARGH!

I was nervous..
Ah, okay, hopefully tmr will be well-managed!

See ya.

BACK FROM BINTAN ADVENTURE CAMP!

2010-06-06T22:17:00.004+08:00

HELLOOO! :D

I'M BACK FROM BINTAN ADVENTURE CAMP!

I'll share with you guys what happened in the 4 days I'm in Bintan (;

Day 1 (3rd June 2010):
Supposed to climb Gunung Bintan but it was raining while Rasalas (my house group) was climbing up.. We still continue when it started to rain, but gotta stop when it gets too heavy coz it's pretty steep near the summit. I didnt fall while climbing up but once when getting down. I MUST SAY MANY MANY THANKS TO MY COMET MATES AND HOUSE MATES FOR LENDING A HAND TO GUIDE ME THROUGH THE SLIPPERY TIMES! And to the locals too! :D They're superb! With only slippers, they can climb up so easily and didnt fall!

I swear I hate the waiting time! Because of that, Sagi, Taurus and Aquila (i think) girls pitched up tents for us. THANKYOUUU! (: I cant rmbr much after that. Tossed and turned trying to sleep. Managed to sleep in the end :D

Day 2 (4th June 2010):
DANG~ I took photos on that day AND comet photo! But...
Went to Charcoal Factory. The Sea Gypsies made only abt $2 per DAY!
Then, we went to distribute packs of food to their homes. Talked to some of them
and kept waving bye-bye to a couple of rly adorable kids!
Had Nasi Ayam Penyet for lunch! :D
Next, went for Mangrove Reforestation!
It was super fun because it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience when your shoes get stuck in the mud,
and you tried really hard to take one step at a time, sometimes feeling your shoes are going to be stuck in the mud!
Hahaa! And also, I'm happy that I did my part in helping the locals (:

...because I brought my phone along, my phone get wet and now it's spoilt. So now I'm using my 2nd Sis' spare phone.

Had CG interaction that night! :D

Day 3 (5th June 2010):
Did Rafting activity with another comet! I'm part of the Buyer group so I gotta bargain for the stuff
we need to buy for the invention of the raft. Our group and another were shortlisted by Mr Alfie to be the best raft and good selling promotion. But we didnt won~
Rained, so Sandcastle activity were cancelled. Prepared for Campfire instead!
Went shopping after we had our Teambuilding games and shower!

The dinner was super nice! The food and the atmosphere. The tables were set, there's music in the background and the food tasted better! (This may be influenced by the very nice atmosphere)
The Campfire was the BEST!!
Especially in the end when there's fireworks!
I didn't expect it.. It's super nice <3

And that night too, I had diarrhea.

Day 4 (6th June 2010):
Packed bag and unpitched the tent. Had a mass photo taken and then went for more shopping.
HOME SWEET HOME!

Oh, did I tell you I love the stars there? It's pretty close and there are many of them..
Awww.

Overall, I had fun during the camp! :D

Going TPJC tmr for MLEP Rehearsal..

See you!